[julientel]

Life's strange, sometimes interesting and almost always emotionally exhausting.
And it doesn't let you breathe, throwing you down on the ground. Making you realise that everything's a lie and nothing of what you love so much is real.
It shows you the portrait of yourself, crying solemnly, ripping your heart out of your chest in vain efforts to ease the pain that's already become the part of your soul.
And then you try to let go, try to forget, to wipe everything away. Just to be able to smile again, 'cause if you don't you won't last a day in this mad world.

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Comments

[rini_kavallone]

That's perfectly true. I think just the same every day.

[julientel]

rini_kavallone, how do you live thinking about that every single day? The thoughts are literally killing from the inside.

[rini_kavallone]

Ame no Tenshi, I don't know myself. But it somehow helps me to be in good spirits all the time.)

[julientel]

rini_kavallone, that's really good, I think you'd better stay that way

[rini_kavallone]

Ame no Tenshi, I think so too.

By the way, is it you who are the author of this wonderful expression?)

[julientel]

rini_kavallone, you mean the very first post? Then yeah, it's entirely my craziness.

[rini_kavallone]

Ame no Tenshi, wow! It's amazing!))) I like this madness of yours.)

[julientel]

rini_kavallone, thanks It's always easier for me to express such thoughts in English, don't know why.

[rini_kavallone]

rini_kavallone, you know, for me sometimes it is easier to express something in English, too. But not all my friends and especially relatives know it, so I have to say something in Russian.
And I thought about such a peculiarity of those who study English or some other languages. It seems to me that we always have all the English words and grammar constructions ready to use, while in Russian most of them are in potential vocabulary, so it is sometimes hard to recall them.
And I also suppose that the English language disposes to making such phrases.)

[julientel]

It seems to me that we always have all the English words and grammar constructions ready to use, while in Russian most of them are in potential vocabulary, so it is sometimes hard to recall them.

Actually, all my groupmates can't do that, after so many years of studying English they still think in Russian first and only then translate everything into English if it's necessary. I think it depends on the attitude, they just think of English as a subject they don't watch films or TV Shows so it's not normal for them to express their thoughts in English, they can do that only if they asked to. Seems quite sad to me

[rini_kavallone]

after so many years of studying English they still think in Russian first and only then translate everything into English if it's necessary

OMG. Ordinary people are so adorable... (c)

Well, what you have said is some kind of a fairy-tale to me, a bad fairy-tale. With no happy-end.(

Honestly, I have such people in my group too. They don't even know how to ask a question correctly or the word order. It makes me annoyed. But really, why don't you learn English and try to improve it when you are studying at the foreign languages department?!

And some of them had a gold medal after finishing school...

[julientel]

rini_kavallone, they just learn what they asked to, as I said they consider English to be the mere subject, nothing more. My teacher in the linguistic centre where I used to study once said that when it came to the tusks that required smth more than ordinary knowledge I was better than most students just because I didn't study English I lived with it. And it's true I just love this language and try to do my best to learn every single aspect of it.

[rini_kavallone]

I just love this language and try to do my best to learn every single aspect of it.

So do I.) And it's a great pleasure when you listen to an audiobook or watch a film or a TV series and realize that you can understand what people say. I don't know, but... For me it's a great joy. I'm as happy as a little child is when I see or hear smth for the 1st time and manage to catch every single word.)