captain Narcolepsy
When did it become so damn bad? The whole case, the whole life, just the whole world. When?
How could I miss it? How could I...
There's no future now. I just can't see it. There is no. I can feel it.
The end of the world is just ahead? May be. Or may be not.
The end of my world is too close now. So damn clear feeling. I hate it when it's like that.
No future means no reason to live? Or it is the only reason to live further. Till the very end.
Just need to get a hold of myself, I know.
But it's so damn lonely in this cold world.

Where are you, people? So-called friends. Where are you all?
In real life when someone feels really bad what do you do?
Blink, frown, turn away and close your eyes. It's not your problem, isn't it?
People make this world so cold. People with cold hands, cold mind. And cold hearts.

@темы: мысли вслух, реал, me